long in awe

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Long I stood in awe
In delusory its anywhere,
...but here
Guess I could smash all those
Never wait cause its all waste

But leaving's not leaving
and…

Why wouldn’t I?

~140808

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p/s am not so good but writing poems is the way I wanna

spend my time for 530 today!

my sisters are here oredi and waiting me to fetch them..

classic princess

Well, it's still early here, but its bone-chilling in my office. I just browse from blog to blog and I found this one book, a photography collection by Tim Walker; a London based fashion photographer.. and I cannot tahan not to share the pictures. Very stunning job done as I always admire classic princess..well, who doesn’t? ouh yaa..lets guess from which epic drama the girls are…

hurry up Cinderella, before they get back!

Little Red Riding Hood has grown up.. and we prefer when she was a little

obviously Snow White, with the big red hair ribbon

mmm....girls out there, whos this?

12 August

I’m Leo the 12th. I’m wearing purple today. The day welcomes me good, as I am late again but my boss is gone to training. Bliss. Frankly speaking, 12th august isn’t the date I waited every year. But still, when I get up from bed on a glad morning, I knew I’ll enjoy each smses from you. Thanks! Best sgt baca msg banyak2. masa ni la dapat msg katun2 yang bawa kek dan pelbagai.

And guess what. I ve received my very first birthday present from celcom Xpax..nghee..takde la grand mana, but who cant afford to refuse the glad of free sms and call for a week! Naa…I really am a loyal customer. I ve been using the number since ..fizaroosli, when was the last we bought the same phone? Jgn buat2 tak ingat ok..and I started smsing my xpax member ( obviously my parent+sisters+aunts) and you know what, I never remove my late grandma’s num from the list. You don’t have to ask me why, coz I dunno either.

Another 4 years and i'll be 30 years old. Most of us are the same age. The others, you can do the math. Well, thanks to my small frame, stranger always make mistake about it. There was a time, I was scolded by a man who accused me when he thought that I was driving without license. He thought I was 16! I am 22. heh.. the same goes at this one salon ( high recommended ok, Peek-A-Boo @ bangsar ) the hairstyler asked my age, and he said I lied about it..urghh..haha, then, pandai2 pula tanya ada BF tak..erk, I am married..saya dah tua.

I am not always lucky with that tho..some situation needs you to look more matured than the real you.

I rhyme my prayer of thanks for the blessings from Allah, through all the years. Never stops showering me with His merciful. I couldn’t ask for more than living a life and increasing the odds that I’ll make it to the ripe of blissful age. My family is everything for me. I wish to spend every endeavor in my life for them. Whilst your work settled, your sale closed well, you visited the best places in the world, or when your dreams come true, it isn’t the ultimate happiness. But watching my beloved people gathered happily, that’s my forever paradise…and together travel around the world. I wish to be a globe trekker. Seperti dalam surah Ar Rum, kita disuruh berjalan melihat keindahan ciptaan Allah.Baru kita tahu kebesaranNya.

From a little girl with long black hair and a bit tan skin (my sisters said I look like Pocahontas) to here I am now. Months come, years fall and the sky isn’t always blue. But the shady will make me stronger than yesterday. I can’t judge myself better. But as time goes by, I learnt more about life. A gazillion thanks for all the love I have. .hubby, parent, sisters, family and girls.. The coming years must be another challenge, and I have completed the package with my decision to quit my job at my current company. I turn to triumph on my own deal. Wish me luck!

Happy Birthday to myself (sendiri wish takpe?), HAVE A BLAST! yeahhh..

XOXO

the road

There is time in your lifetime, where you find yourself in different stages. Be it beneath or sky up, but I am pacing a new road, I believe. Anxiety is undeniable. But it is just a curiosity towards nothing.

From Robert Frost's poem The Road Not Taken, 1920 (The Road Less Traveled)

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth

Then took the other, as just as fair

And having perhaps the better claim

Because it was grassy and wanted wear

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way

I doubted if I should ever come back

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence

Two roads diverged in a wood

and I - I took the one less traveled by

And that has made all the difference.

Dear Robert, wherever you are,..you’ve inspired me and I took the road less traveled. wish me every success for my next undertaking

Lest I forget

How could I forget the place where I ‘ve spent my years?

I miss melaka! and I ll comes to you this time around with sisley.

I knew they are smiling, except the little. She doesn’t have connection rite now.

08.08.08 games

finally its Beijing 2008 Olympics Games..thousands of people must been gathered in Tiananmen Square this morning..I wish I was there..Because they are more ready than we know and the opening must be a huge crowd with fireworks lit up the skies tonight..bestnyeee..

only for rehearsal

limelight shadow

Award

1. The winner may put the logo on her blog.

2. Put a link to the person you got the award from.

3. Nominate 5 blogs.

4. Put links to the blogs.

5. Leave a message for your nominees.

wow, never thought that bloggers have such award..ghee, I have nominated for the most frequent update award from my girlfriend, eryantie. merci beaucoup..muax! am just a new blogwhore and I update myself with everybody’s entry

... and here are my nominees..for best story;

1. Hafez Iftiqar - Oligohydramnios, Musa dan Khaidir
I am his silent reader, but I like most of his writing, especialliy his poetry. I hope toshare with you his blog.

2. Eryantie - Blast Weekend
Best pictures uploaded. er, beauty by the dark!

3. Fizah Samsir – Lucky but Unhappy

4. Mommy Adam – Crafting Obsession
She’s got everything, and now she has new talent!

5. sisley Khairunie
I still like your post about Beautiful, if you didn’t delete it..

There are many of you that I wanna include, but the seats are only for 5 bloggers. And I wish to add;

6. Kizzy – special site for solely Kizzy & Ernie
just so you know.

7. fiza roosli – spot the differences

remind of our old times together , and how we have grown up!

p/s my previous award received in '97 - pelajar puteri paling kemas..ngheee

stories untold

It could be happens. You lay back on a couch and as your thoughts fly, suddenly you realize that there are stories untold, your words that unspoken, the things untouched and soon left evermore. But it depends on how you keep it as yours.

Maybe we forget the words, or we just don’t want to say it at all. Sometimes we misspell.
I, as everybody else have had many stories. But did you ever feel this way;

if I told you. then you should know by now..and things might be different.

OR if I remain silent, things might be better.

Every story we are about to make, it just starts from our little words. And have course the consequences. Hence, think of your words, these words might tell a story.

in the pink of health

Its fifth day and I am still on medication. And I hate drug. I hate to imagine the chemical substance absorb into my body. I always believe with normal treatment like drink 100plus and eat fruits. But we still need medication, and medication is drug..*sigh
And this time around, surprisingly I am not looking for MC. (MC ni biasa masa sihat je) because of the overloaded work, I need to be in office. Its funny how I spend my time checking for the technical specification for medical equipment (for IJN currently), when me myself aren’t in the pink of health..heh not comparing to a doctor ( way too far from the genius guy) but they themselves also not always in a good health.
Anyway, I made this promises to myself,

1. drink more water, lot of water
2. fruits
3. never, and always not to skip meal.

actually I was having my plan not to eat too much rice..I dunno but somehow I think that too much rice / food just make myself slow , and later I found myself lose my appetite (pulak dah) and I was exhausted. And now I am sick. So, just eat! Eat while you can.

P/s lunch everyone.

lovely carina photo shoot

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Thanks

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Sorry I was away because of my 2 days fever. Tak best.

Frankly, I am not that ready to share with you guys the story am about to tell, but I can’t hide the excitement any longer.

I didn’t plan it at all, it just happen like a twist of fate. When I was away for an escapade to indo few months back, I met this one lady with her apparel collection.
We had a good deal and here I am now, trying the business out of nowhere. Well, a long journey start from a single step.

I brought it to KL and the demand was pretty good, and that was the day I know what I want. Hmm, now you can guess why I always fly to indo quite well now hah..

I may not contribute for the manufacturing process but I am lucky because I have the chance to choose the design, fabrics and colors that I feel like. Sorry, that I don’t have my time to promote the collection here, but you can always knock me if you are interested.

Carina sounds like a lady, or maybe Khairina? Hehe..it was hubby’s idea and I just like whatever he likes. Well, we need a nice name for a promotion purpose, right. And it was too good that the last days I have the chance to advertise the collection in our local leading magazine, Perempuan. Knowing that my girlfriends are very professional for session like this, it was a pleasure…

Lovely Carina collection made of cotton and soft fabric as the layer inside. So it complete your comfort wear. A sweet floral embroidered ribbon designed with pastel colors. The sizes range from S – XXL.

Lovely Carina featuring Lynn and Fariza.

behind the scene

me and my models

me and lynn

me. as always

the tools