down memory lane

When it’s about memories, I believe in forever. Music encrypts those so well that it seems like yesterday, but it was long ago.
Never thought I would found again something that I have missed.
1997’s song. Bedroom Window, by Nice Stupid Playground.
Step back in time.. you know who you are :)

P/s ok now its remind me of our red jerseys..and a cute pony tails!

all alone in my room

sitting in the afternoon

all i heard is a sad sad

listen to what they say

from the room window door

ordinary day...

little by little that she wants

it all about you

if you find me

i'm over, over you

lying down on my bed

as the day seem so sad

wishing on the sunshine

come and take me now

from the room window door

ordinary day...

fizah jumpe ballack

CHELSEA MENCURI PERHATIAN... Bintang pasukan Chelsea Michael Ballack bergambar kenangan bersama peminatnya Nurhafizah Mohd Fauzi (gambar bawah) ketika sesi bertemu peminat di Butik Adidas, Pavillion, Kuala Lumpur dan menurukan autograf di Stadium Shah Alam (gambar atas) hari ini.

my girlfren fizah mmg sgt minat kat ballack..die ni sanggup jaga pagi nak tgk match yg ade ballack, jerman ke chelsea tu..even ballack ade kat tepi padang je pun die tunggu..and when the dream come true, i cant help myself excited juga..wahh, mcm orang gile bercerita ngan fizah kat kereta otw to ofis..nasib tak terbabas je..and jiran kereta kat sebelah memang dah kompem kitorang ni gile..whatever! fizah bestnye ko, and i save your precious moment here in my blog..

p/s ikat ballack masuk dalam almari!..mcm crush zaman mmu dulu..hehe

i love fizah

after silence

cute as ever

Sorry for the long silence I kept, have nothing to write these days. But, it’s not cute to left the blog unwritten. So, where should I start? Actually am no so sure the next finger gonna dance..maybe am going to mumbling nothing..just read.
…since I really need some space / time / a little break from my work..which is so boring, calculating data and so forth….

Ouh yes, ive watched batman: the dark night.. the film so tight, tense and I became tired waiting for the ending..trust me! Even so, I think joker is funny and so cute when he was a nurse..haha..hilarious! and yes the joker played by the late heath ledger, his daughter must been missing him so much…hmm, it was my first time movie at cineleisure..after a walk at the street, The Curve..very nice evening! dah lama tak dating.

Guys, I think I have an issue. I dunno if it’s an attitude problem, or just me being so insensible. I think, am not respect my new boss. I dunno I just don’t...there is my new boss, and some of his rule not really acceptable, ehemm..according to me. Whatever..i just, kind of uncomfortable to tell this here openly, but am a person who forgive, but not forget. So, don’t mess with me..maybe, there is another guy somewhere between the cubicles who agreed with me, or just me yang selamba sangat? 2 3 kali baru nak menyahut kalau boss panggil, ouh can you come to my place, instead? after all, hes being himself and I, just being me..God didnt created us so well matched to each other rite? But for some value and a little coorperate, a work will be done well. I hope so..

Waaa..you know I just received call from fizah, she was so happy to met Ballack..hehe, congrates fizah..it ur dream come true.. I bet terry must so handsome that he should play the next bond..nghe! well, Its such a bliss to met your favorite but how if MU are in town? Who I wanna meet? rooney? Not ronaldo tho. Maybe edwin..but maybe not at all. I think I better watch them in team playing.hoho.. I will update fizah’s photos here soon.

happy rythm

this is an old song, Africa by Toto. I like the music because it just so happy..dont u think so? Jojo's latest single Anything given the samples from this 1982's song..Nice!

as my thoughts fly II

Losing someone we love is the very painful feeling we couldn’t bear. As a humble slave who rent the life, this is the truth that we couldn’t erase nor choose. Inevitable.

One of my colleague, she just lost her mother to leukemia. Al-Fatihah. I felt disappointed because I wasn’t beside her, because we just had this close heart-to-heart conversation about it the days before. I know how much her feeling, and I know we shouldn’t hurt like this.

It suddenly reminds me of my old sentiment; I once experienced a bad anxious. I mean a very serious and unhealthy feeling. I even had my decision not to go to college because I want to stay at home, I want to take care of my family because I am not afford to let anything unwanted happen while I am not at home, or beside them. Or the least I can do was calling them every minute or even if my bf didn’t answer the phone, am like starting to think that something bad is happen. Psycho? I know he was uncomfortable with me, but I dunno. I maybe act like that because I care so much.

I told my aunt wati (my maksu) about my behavior and what she said was so simple but surprise “ what if that unwanted happen to you ?” I was like, yes..she so damn right. When the time comes, we go. Everybody will, include me..and you! When I was suffer a miserable year because of losing my granma, I had this very good book (Hidup Sesudah Mati, Bey Ariffin) taught me to let go. I mustn’t feel gloom. But feel glad because she just had reached the better place.

Yes, we were in a world apart but we live good, somewhere only we know. And its so beautiful that I still carry the Love, wherever I may roam.

Weddings and Dresses

July is the preferred month to celebrate the new beginning.I have attended several weddings or more than the last school break..I know they wanna celebrates the coming raya together.

Frankly, I like weddings! I like to have the fun, or the food, the surrounding..I dunno, I just like. Maybe I like to socialize. And speaking about food, I delight the menu of daging dendeng or daging masak itam- as I called it.. for July, I have attended three weddings, plus one for next weekend. And it become my usual to have a new dress for each wedding, heh so I must say the most frequently time to visit my tailor. I don’t think the new dresses were such a waste. No. (nasib baik dah kawen, kalo tak 27 dresses gak aku)

I like to shop kain, wherever the places I went, I must buy at least one. From Tangkak to Terengganu or Bandung, but Brunei is the goodness for fine fabric, cakap Brunei je pon dah tau design rupa mana. Perempuan bole tak suka beratkan kepala dengan benda macam2. for example me, bila tengok the fabric pun dah bayangkan the selendang/tudung and matching brooch..eheh, NO. I guess I better call it such a therapy. C O L O R S . ouh yes, nasib baik hubby tak minat nak match color, kalau tak lagi satu hal kena pikir..eheh

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Beautiful Maryam's big day

Maryam is my kakak angkat kat hostel dulu. A niece to our Datuk seri Anwar, but I just put my reservation on finding him at the kenduri. Lagi pun, I arrived at Anjung Rahmat (ABIM's place) a bit late..so, here she is..

**I bought the fabric at Brunei, some time last year. I like blog. The place I can detect where does my money goes

Congratulations dear kak Dr Maryam bt Datuk Ir Budiman and Dr Kapten Yusra

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Lovely day @ Kema's place

me and the girls otw to kema's wedding. abg cukup 4 pada hari itu.

ada scandal ngan encik driver

We (the girls) again had our big gathering at Kema's wedding. Kema, your place was so lovely. Beautiful day. The green theme, the food, fresh flowers everywhere and chandeliers.. and the jangan lombok, sejenis makanan yang memang jadi specialty ayah Kema..pedas tapi sedap!

Two thumbs up for Kema's wedding dress.. white and green..such a nice combination..pure and fresh..green isn’t exactly to my liking but perhaps am starting to find a green fabric now..nghee

p/s aida, adam comel je hari tuh

Congratulations dear Nor Akmar bt Datuk Yahya and Faizul Abd Manap (both were my schoolmate)

** white and pink flower design lace from my 2nd time bandung visit. selendang fabric from beijing and beaded, my handmade. fizah, thanks for introduced me to bandung..cantik dan murah (yang penting)

baked brownies untuk yang berpuasa

its mid of rejab, and seems everybody dah puasa..bila nak start puasa. puasa sehari di bulan rejab sama dengan puasa setahun. well, petang ni ada acara buka puasa with the girls..actually, everytime i went abroad, i must bought them some souvenirs..but dah 2-3 kali pegi bandung tu dah tak de idea nak beli apa..until, i suddenly teringat cuz kizzy nye quote " makanan buat org happy" yes ur rite..so, today girls..we will have baked brownies choc chips..eheh..see ya!

ole-ole dari bandung

Hi. I'm back! this is an interesting video I caught on my way to Pasar Baru, Bandung yesterday.

this courageous little girl singing from angkutan ( as you can see, their public transport ) to another angkutan..just for a penny. Well, there's always a way for a life.

p/s 11 Januari by Gigi - thank nora for the title, and big thanks Armand for the voice

off for a few days

If you miss someone badly, that someone is also missing you so bad that you can feel it even from a distance.

I remember there was a day I would sink in boredom. Can’t think anything. Then I ask current favorite song. It just Chasing Cars!
Oh yes, I will fly abroad for a few days, am not here for blogging.

so, please enjoy the song

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

baby, its ya day!

baby hada was the nick I called hada masayu or ayukirana back in our school age. yap you know, we wrote letters to each other, pakai cute papers and envelopes. eventho we were in the same dorm, and same class, we sat beside..ngehehe..ngengada tak..hada, hope you will always remember the day we met at the back class. Was the day we started to be a best bud..see I have a good long term memory.bravo!

the sweetest day was last weekend. She told me that she needs some help for the make up session. Our pleasure! So, there were the girls always looking forward for session like this, ok. Lynn, Fizaros and me! Yay..that evening, we reached hada’s place 2 hours before she finished the photoshoot..semangat tak? Girls, rugi yang tak datang for the khatam Quran.

ehehe

taraa!!..pretty

hada, sebenarnya kitorang sampai2 je dah makan kat rumah ko..hehe, datang awal sangat,semangat betul

lynn memang tak sabar jadi ibu

the very next day was her reception. 06.07.08 lovely date. And it was a chance for our big gathering..kecoh ni..best..Hada, you look very beautiful and sweet and love your dress!

Hada and Ajad, many happy returns!

aida, mesun and me..will be more in this club by next year ya

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p/s Selamat menyambut hari kelahiran kepada idola saya Tun Dr Mahathir dan Tun Dr Siti. Allah Bless.

luncheon with thumbellina

added: more on this

>> this is a late update, a lunch with thumbellina. Well, that was her very cute nickname, and I will always remember that, Pija. She was my early days best friend .She's staying at seksyen 17,..erkk..well, UITM campus in seksyen 17? and I started to remember any signboard with seksyen 17 or above. Honestly, I am not very familiar with Shah Alam. tau nak pegi ofis ni ngan federal highway tu je..atau sikit2 la depan tu. She offered to come to my office by her own, was afraid I may SESAT (synonym?)..yes memang pun. We all sesat masa balik tu. sampai klang utara. dasyat. Next time we should follow the blue Bukit Raja signboard, ok Pija! kuikui

We had the luncheon at JJ Bukit Raja. Nice.

she's cute

tengah minat fish and chips sekarang

best bud

p/s dear er, sabar ko!

shilly-shally

I am a married woman, who desperately or suddenly wanna quit my job…
..for this reason, I have to think very wise and make a good proposal to my bos, (at home)

hmm so, wut’s it gonna be, huh?

1 – I promise to wake up early in the morning, just like the other office girl
2 – CHORES
3 – erk..later la this part

failed juga ni..

I know that there is no way in this world that my bos (at office) will found out this blog..so, I can say that yes I have a plan to quit..it just that I wanna do my teeth job first, and make a good claim on that..ngehehe..
A bit kesian sbenarnya with my department yang tengah tak cukup kakitangan ni

and again, one of my colleague also resigning (the mamat I mentioned earlier, yang aku sepatutnya jadik bos dia tu – oi kejamnye ayat!) So, practically the job will be handling over to me..urgh! I have bundle of assignments, dunno which one to start.. oh yes, speaking of which..I hate doing a chronology event! yuck! bluek!

dear blog, I heart you.

proper

p/s lunch everyone

song of the week

When I was abroad, there was a time I spent in hotel watching MTV. Unfortunately, all the clips played were in foreign language, but this is the only english song..I was enjoyed..and started to memorize the lyrics, and I like it..

James Blunt - 1973

reserve

Have you ever walked out from the room
hope that you will bring back all the goodness?
Its seem empty
Have you ever running toward the closing door?
and you ever begging the time, please don’t fly..
I have a plan..
Have you ever had a wish?
So big ..
For God is listen, nothing is impossible.
He change people..so your hope lies.
Have you ever lifted your hand?
But you don’t know what to ask.
Have you ever know how it feel of losing?
Have you ever try to fixing the broken?
Have you ever stopped on a highway, place you car beside the road?
Saw fast cars, but you are streaming alone
It was wet, pours down from your eyes.
and stopped at the petrol station, touch up the make up..*sigh
… practice your smile again.
Ouh where is my coke??

p/s dear Lord, am not losing hope tho

thanks er!

ok, I never thought that anniversary celebration will be merrier than a birthday..wishes / smses pon sgt banyak..I started to think that maybe next year I may organize a party..party girls! and this girl always buat saya terharu..this blog entry by my best bud

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

silly me

why I always forgot that I can press a RPT (repeat) button at the cd player?

dengar lagu favourite sampai tempat parking

7th July

Added

mak,

Happy Birthday
your birthday means so much, reminds me of God’s gift to me.
we love you always, forever..

forever my paradise

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abg,
Happy Anniversary

the gift exchange

to rejoice the anniversary, we decided to have a gifts exchange doings, like those old time..yap, you know when we were at school..
I think I had left my creative wits since then. I don’t have much idea, until I saw our pictures from our last vacations. I wanna make some frames of those picas. So it will memorize of the places we have been.

I love you, and our times together..

…and I always thought that cupcakes are cute, don’t they? with some wording..that’s gonna be rocking..so..this is it..
and what hubby gave me was so, I mean soo~ surprise..I love it too much! I remember that I keep telling hubby about the tea set and all those crockery from this one shop. Never thought that I will have them this time. Can’t imagine how he spent the time choosing the material and design. I love roses. Its obvious. (fiza, dah dapat dah..yang aku kecoh2 tuh / kizzy, rumah aku tambah comel )
the dinner

hubby once told me that the seafood at hotel istana is very nice.No, it was awesome..so the previous plan to have a nice-manner dinner changed to a buffet dinner..bole makan dengan selesa, makan sampai kenyang.

oysters and prawns

grilled lamb

lamb again

goat is goodness..oh yes, you know how I eat my lamb dish? everytime, I will wait patiently until hubby is finish to cut them into little dices..kuikui..its easy for me to chew! otherwise I may not use the cutlery at all.

lobster..I told you

some desserts

us

make up check!

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and also happy birthday to my sister in law, elynn

**thanks to those who sms me..

get busy

What does it take to excite you?

..I must say,

get busy with my own business

beauty & the beast show

yap, I have always like Disney’s stuff .. been waited for months and last day we went to Plenary Hall, KLCC for the Disney’s Beauty and The Beast Broadway Musical.

the famous song

press play..ok, yes the makcik tepi tuh was the pot lady..and I think the beast was not so 'beast'..he was cute..telatah die comel..tapi garang pula cara dia ngorat cik belle..

The part I laughed to my max was; when there was a guy teasing Belle because she likes to read books “ hey, why you read this book? No picture!” haha, stupid..and you should see his gesture..very funny!

pictures from distance

2 thumbs up

But, I like this quote ; “ a book can take you to the place you have never been before”

you’re so right, Belle! heh..thats why I like to read Going Places or travel magazines..I like studying the travel package.. I am addicted to places. Anywhere, wherever..I dont mind..my calender already full.

beautiful

Beautiful

I like this post, sisley..just wanna share with everybody.
we are beautiful in every single way..hohoho..
world is a beautiful place where people are gifted with feelings..TRUE

p/s pade kawan2 aku yang gaji banyak..tapi taknak makan

Sampai Nanti, Sampai Mati

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Sampai Nanti, Sampai Mati - Letto

kalau kau pernah takut mati, sama

kalau kau pernah patah hati,

aku juga iya

dan seringkali sial datang dan pergi

tanpa permisi kepadamu

suasana hati tak peduli

kalau kau kejar mimpimu,

selalu kalau kau ingin berhenti,

ingat tuk mulai lagi

tetap semangat dan teguhkan hati

di setiap hari sampai nanti,

sampai mati

kadang memang cinta yang terbagi,

kadang memang seringkali mimpi tak terpenuhi,

seringkali tetap semangat dan teguhkan hati

di setiap hari sampai nanti

tetap melangkah dan keraskan hati

di setiap hari sampai,

sampai mati sampai mati

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* repeat lagu sampai.. sampai rumah

i hate

orang kate masalah tak datang kalo tak dicari..tapi, kalo masalah tuh asik ade je kat situ..macamana pula?

hmm..kelaka nya bila duduk, minum teh panas dan kuih (yg tak sedap- sebab pale pening, so kurang deria rasa) sambil memandang orang lain, korang ni mesti takde masalah..

best gile kalo boleh 'pick and throw' derang ni..yang degil sangat tu, nak buat cane..yang kecik2 rasa boleh handle ni campak je la..bole tak?
cakap senang..
thats why the Lord create tears.

ouh ya,
dear haters..evaporate!!

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Dear Lord, I have been a good citizen..and pay my summons..

Let me live in a good life, simple way.. safe from harm and evil,
I believe that You change people,and I pray for them
I pray for peace, love and joy,
..and You keep on blessing us.
Amiinn