kerana aku di sayangi

I have million words unsaid, tapi apalah gunanya kalau hendak di luahkan. So, I rather be like a dead volcano. Serene in the midst of turbulence.

Wow..what an introduction. Don't worry, I'm not going to indulge with emotion la petang2 panas ni! Entry saja nak panaskan enjin before masa untuk assignments terkumpul. Serius weh..dulu aku ingat master ni main2 je..rupanya sus! (sus=susah. shortform wut to do)

Pernah tak rasa macam diri sangat disayangi tuhan? Dan peluang untuk merasa keadaan itu adalah sangat istimewa. Kena lihat dalam2..nampak tak? Bukan la nak kata aku ni istimewa. (maybe?) Tapi serius aku ni kalau buat jahat salah minit pertama, minit kedua dah dapat balasan. Contoh macam terkasar bahasa dekat parents ke.. lepas tu mesti ada pula orang lain yang menyakitkan (hati) aku ..Kalau tak dengar cakap laki ke pula, lepas tu adalah..silap beli barang la ape la..mesti ade spoil punya..atau thumbdrive hilang la kot. Hilang takpe lagi (maybe jumpa bila2) Tapi kalau minta format? habis! And then malam Jumaat kalau malas baca Yassin, esok hati tak tenang,..

Tuhan sayang kita kan?

Couldn't remember if I had cried last night but, mengapa airmataku rasa macam air masak? adakah aku kekurangan garam? Maybe I have to cry a little harder kot? huhu. Ok jom buat assignments (sambil layan Fall Out Boy) Selasa ada meeting penting kat KLCC..tak sabar nak cerita kat you all!

Khurafat

Dalam satu kisah yang berlaku pada zaman Rasulullah SAW, ada seorang sahabat yang bernama Khurafah didapati hilang secara tiba-tiba. Keluarganya bertemu dengan Nabi SAW menceritakan perihal kehilangan Khurafah.

Tidak berapa lama selepas itu, Khurafah muncul semula dan menceritakan pengalamannya membunuh seekor ular hitam, tiba-tiba beliau tidak sedarkan diri. Apabila tersedar, dia mendapati dirinya berada dalam masyarakat seperti manusia, tetapi penuh dengan keganjilan.

Dia dituduh membunuh salah seorang daripada orang penting dalam masyarakat itu dan mereka menuntut supaya dia dibalas bunuh. Dia dibicarakan dalam mahkamah yang telus, mempunyai sistem keadilan yang sama dengan manusia, dengan menggunakan peguam bela dan sebagainya.

Khurafah dibela oleh seorang peguam dan mengemukakan hujah dengan berkata, " Khurafah tidak boleh dipersalahkan kerana dia membunuh salah seorang anggota daripada masyarakat kita (bunian)yang menyerupai ular, sedangkan ular adalah musuh utama kepada manusia. Maka Khurafah membunuh ular, bukanlah berniat membunuh orang kita, tetapi membunuh musuh di alamnya." Maka dengan itu Khurafah dibebaskan dan dihantar balik ke alamnya.

Apabila berita ini disampaikan kepada Nabi SAW, ramai sahabat mempertikaikannya. Nabi SAW berkata (yang bermaksud)

"Khurafah bercakap benar"

Bagaimanapun dalam masyarakat kita, apabila dirujuk tentang cerita-cerita ganjil dan tidak masuk akal, kita menggelarnya Khurafat. Asal istilah Khurafat itu adalah cerita benar daripada individu bernama Khurafah.

Cerita dipetik daripada buku



Tidak rugi membaca buku ini. Carilah di toko-toko buku berhampiran. (Eryantie, I've mentioned this book)


Mengingati kisah-kisah Rasulullah SAW. Salam Maulidur Rasul.

STRESS! But too broke to do anything.

I woke up this morning with vertigo. Sleep is escapism to me, but not today. Stress was- and still .. Anyway, I quickly reading up on the internet ..ya Allah tambah stress aku terbaca something. .. from someone that I care so much pula tu.

And you know what I did immediately after? Log on to MAS for xxx ticket, OMG mahal!, quickly to Airasia pula (they've changed their layout, check it out!) ..also not helping! I can't afford any ticket T_T

FYI, I like airports..the smell the crowd , and knowing that I'll be going somewhere... I wanna travel so much. Believe me, you can buy me with flight ticket .. Or anyone wants to belanja me 'G'? Gucci ya, not Guess. (I know at least someone is laughing).

Money can buy happiness. And vanilla coke is sublime.

of not being selfish

why I always be the last person to know? Of course I need some time and space to mull it over, because I'll be living with it forever.. hih..Some people just don't want to understand, but easily made conclusions.

Only Allah knows the true ta'wil. Allah knows what's in my heart.

blog isn't my diary

I'm very reserved, I don't tell everything about me. Because what's the purpose of doing so? I'm just an ordinary.. hence I also have problems, uglier than yours. Again, I don't feel like to talk about melancholy here.. it makes no difference pun kan? I hope that I have answered your question, dear anonymous.

Kang aku cerita yang sedih2, takda orang baca blog aku pula... I'll be back sharing happy stories again soon!!! Gotta get ready for my class.

Even ancient people wanted straight teeth!

Here's a fact about me: I'm afraid to be alone. And to proof that, hubby gone for outstation today..pegi Labuan tapi balik hari. So, he'll be here in anytime. yay..tak perlu la berpeluh2 sebab pasang lampu semua bilik =P hmm..I should put away childish things before long. Kan.. Nanti malu kat baby. Oh ya, congrates hubby for the Anugerah Khidmat Cemerlang, 2nd time.

Imagine the styrofoam cup, for hot drink. One day we were having a meal at McD, after finishing the hot drink aku pula tekap gigi atas styrofoam tu (takde keje), and I showed him the result. "Do you think I need to wear braces?" Because he wore braces before, I was there for his first checkup. But his explanation was enough to kill the idea of braces. Leceh la, sakit kepala la..etc. OK la. Respect la siapa2 yang pakai braces.

I'm not that interested for braces, not because I'm afraid to pluck any, to tell you the truth dah biasa kena cabut gigi.. that's why I have only 24 batang saja.. tsk tsk..mulut kecil?

So mine...

not that perfect, tapi boleh la untuk makan =)

According to the AAO (American Association of Orthodontists), archaeologists have discovered mummified ancients with crude metal bands wrapped around individual teeth. To close gaps, it has been surmised that catgut did the work now done by today's orthodontic wire! Later, in 400-500 BC, Hippocrates and Aristotle both ruminated about ways to straighten teeth and fix various dental conditions. Straight teeth have been on our minds a very long time!

Chasing Butterflies

So I was imagining the park must be some kind of small and looks abandoned, you know typical Malaysia parks. But I’ve got several good comments (Internet, where else?) to promote my consideration of visiting Butterfly Park Kuala Lumpur.

Upon reaching the park.. I know right from the beginning! alahai, kecik je..macam belakang rumah je ni (rumah orang kaya la tapi kan) Hmm.. So the scope of an earlier judgment was perhaps the foundation for the whole trip sigh. Anyway, dah sampai kan..just enjoy ok!

RM8/ pax and extra RM1 for camera haha

mula2 cuba teka, jumpa turtles dulu!

Kuala Lumpur is in its real summer now, but the park is covered with huge net so you won’t feel the heat as bad. We arrived at 5pm, hence the permitting weather for macro outing. Sifat suka berlengah2 ni ada kelebihan =D

Butterflies..butterflies.. some beautiful tale about them..

Artistic depictions of butterflies have been used in many cultures including Egyptian hieroglyphs 3500 years ago. Today, butterflies are widely used in various objects of art and jewelry..Mariah Carey!! Also inspired arts and fictional characters..hehe Siapa tengok Barbie Mariposa boleh geng!

One Japanese superstition says that if a butterfly enters your guestroom and perches behind the bamboo screen, the person whom you most love is coming to see you. Ada bambu?

1. Researches on the wing structure of Palawan Birdwing butterflies led to new wide wingspan kite and aircraft designs

2. The structural coloration of butterflies is inspiring nanotechnology research to produce paints that do not use toxic pigments and in the development of new display technologies.

3. The discoloration and health of butterflies in butterfly farms, is now being studied for use as indicators of air quality in several cities

Subhanallah..


We strolled around for almost an hour dan lepak dekat this small pond at the middle. I just loved the idea.

pandangan sudut sini

sudut sini pula

aku mesti mahu masuk

hehe.. I felt like I was at another Gaudi's (who are worth knowing). Berangan nak Europe je bluekk..

So that's all! My photographer needs a break now. bye bye

the secret garden 1910

jeng jeng.. guess the place where the photo was taken and leave your answer in the comment box.. cuba la korang =)

if i can make it here, i can make it everywhere

Empire State of Mind (Jay Z feat Alicia Keys) Ahhh.. selama ni letih nak tunggu bridge, suka part Alicia je tapi terpaksa melalui rapping Jay Z dulu..haha. It features a sample of Love on a Two-Way Street by The Moments. Lagu zaman gila. Best juga.

Now here's Empire State of Mind (part 2) by Alicia Keys (yeah best!)

This song is so much about NY, the busy street, the crowd.. But I think it's the expression of 'movement' huhu, not in my wildest dreams did I ever dare to dream to be in NY..or US ..jauh, letih naik flight =D

But the Harry Potter theme park makes me want to!! Jap nak selit. Showing off new skirt adik bagi =) Thanks.. I love it

Tiffany

Tapi kalo dapat pose kat Fifth Avenue memang menarik ..malam2 memang suka berangan. Good Night!

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of not going to China, new Syrian style

We were assigned to write a seminar paper for my Intercultural Communication class. The best paper will be presented at the international seminar in Guangzhou University, China…bla..bla.. ya I’ve mentioned this before. Ok, I’m not the chosen one. Huhu sedih. I guess my paper isn’t credible enough; it’s about culture homogenization in local television program. The preferred and multi-puji paper indeed a genius; it’s about local symbol in an international advertising.

However, unlike PHD students, Master students aren’t entitled for sponsorship (tix, accommodation and so forth) hehe takda la terkilan sangat =) Bye bye China…

My sister is going home @Ranau this coming CNY. Best. To tell you the truth it’s been so long that I didn’t. Nantila tunggu deliver dulu. So, it’s a tradition for me to buy something as souvenirs for mak and makciks.. dan mesti tudung or brooches and the like I don’t know why. Undoubtedly Jalan TAR is the best place for hunting. So off we went.. (hubby as paparazzi paksaan)


mari kakai tudung! alih- dialek (kadazan dusun) maksudnya, mari korek tudung!

buka2 ni nanti penjual ni marah pula

harus ada kaler pink..ingat sikit aku di perantauan ni

besarnya tudung

I’ve been eyeing this tudung Syria for some time..nampak orang pakai macam ok dan kemas. So I cuba juga la =)

fourth month check up and my weight issue

Last month I had an ultrasound scan and found the ovarian cyst. It's normal for pregnant women and impermanent, but will take up to 20 weeks for its natural cure. Miraculously, mine was disappeared in a week! I didn’t think about it too much, but sometimes .. biasalah suka fikir yang bukan2.. Till today I had the confirmation that it was gone, completely. Alhamdulillah!

However, what I have now is more than horrifying - my placenta is low lying, meaning that the placenta forms in the lower half, lies over the cervix, blocking the baby's way out of the womb. It may cause bleeding. Rasa nak nangis tak? Of course I’m curious about it, I asked why and how but the doctor was kind of unfriendly. When the anxiety rises to the roof, I goggled and found some information about it –

First half of your pregnancy shows that your placenta is low-lying, this isn't usually any cause for concern, as your womb gets bigger, the placenta will move up (it doesn’t actually ‘move’ as such, but as the womb grows, the area to which the placenta is attached stretches upwards, away from the cervix).

I asked my senior, (she’s a doctor) and she said so. Tenang! Doa banyak2. I don’t experience any bleeding, and hopefully not at all. This is my fourth check up at Annur (specialist centre) Tapi doctor kata if there’s bleeding kena refer government hospital. So, I think from now on I will make it double, specialist pun dan government juga. What do you say? Anyone want to share some info?

I took this picture last week..Very black and white, which is rare to me. According to him

And my weight issue pula..I’m not entertained with statements macam “ apesal ko kurus? Mana perut ko?” and even more tensing up kalo “Pregnant gemuk la skit” I ate all the carbs. Aku bukan sengaja nak kurus..aku memang kurus! (bukan statement bangga) Well, actually I believe in the quality of the food and not the quantity. I make sure I have all the nutrients needed. I'm now 43kg, last month was 42kg. Thanks hubby for monitoring and support =)

Desaru 2007. Nak kembali ke badan ini. Tangan dan peha besar sikit.


p/s Typing this entry while 'YMing' with Adam in london..alalala comel Adam kacau Mommynya nak borak dengan aunt Khairina.

lama tak pakai tudung style ini

Koleksi gambar 2005-2006

I don't think I look much *difference after all these years kan. Good night!

hari ini 5 februari

hari ini birthday adik kami yang comel...

sgt adorable..hehe yang kakak tu tak comel langsung, patutla jadi Ketua Murid sekolah rendah =P

My sister, she's so lucky.. why? sebab kecik2 lagi ada 2 pengurus.

Khairieah bersama pengurusnya di KL

Khairieah bersama pengurusnya di KK

Well, Enjoy your 20s!

Khairieah and her bestfriend, Ben

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAIRIEAH

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the best birthday gift ever for Fiza : part 3

Fiza & Azam

We went to their reception (the groom side) last Saturday at Putrajaya. Wow..I didn't know that she has such great taste! The colors, dresses, decoration, themes..View her solemnization and reception . I really admired all of them. Enjoy the pics ..

classy

the gifts

truly red!

mes photos..

Queuing to meet my bestfriend.

Nevermind, she'd have done the same =D

Watching their wedding footage

p/s I'm wearing blue lace with satin pink lining.

Man U

WR 10

I'm so happy that I post this entry right away.. Man U won tonight! People are still talking about Rooney scores four goals in one match last week and I kept my eye on him.. tengok bola harus joyah, macam third comentator. Finally, happy with Park for his first goal for this season.. dia ni pemain bola yang pemalu, muka tak pemain bola langsung. He's korean.

What a weekend, watching football with husband. haha

Good night everyone!