independence 2008

Hi.

How does a freedom from normal 9-5 routine sound to you? Well, this will be my personal huge independence meaning for this year. Except that one thing for sure, it’s a long way to go.. If I fall, or if I succeed.. Either way, it’s a challenge, rite peep? Bring it on! (astaghfirullah jangan riak..) I’ll put my great endeavors and lift my hand.. I knew, long before that heaven will hear me. If I never try, I will never know. This is what I yearn to do. So, now I’m counting down my last day in my current company. Somehow, I know that I will miss the place. Again its an independent from standing a shadow of a big company..you know, from a monthly fix income. Obviously the coming days will not be the same. I’m not going to travel the same road or the same sign every ordinary morning, where I will reach the eventual destiny a.k.a my office. But a different road everyday and of course I have to triple my effort towards my own earnings. Well now, who say that self employ is too much heaven?

Till then..to all of you, SELAMAT HARI KEMERDEKAAN KE 51. I believe every each of us have our own independence meaning, may you enjoy it and SELAMAT BERPUASA & MAAF ZAHIR BATIN..too bad that I only can join you later..

Anak Malaysia,

Khairina
31 August 2008
Padi House, Cyberjaya.

illusory (part II)

I hit the pedal but it couldn’t react
…..
I bring myself close to illusory
Along with I know I am where it takes
And I am not sorry

Melodies choir
Like a rhymes I remember
Words that soundless
But I know they tightly together

I hit pedal again,
but it takes seconds to react
And I clear my eyes to see
The open road in front of me

~29082008


p/s how I spent my extra time for 5.30pm

good morning

Its been a long time since my last jolly shopping mode, and to prove that ..I didn’t even notice that the shopping carnival / SALE is on, and its nearly finish!!Haha..and I’m starting to recall what’s been keeping me so busy?Aiyaak..and I must have something to keep me stepping.. I’ll think about that, or maybe a
..’sleek wedge without compromising comfort’

..early morning thoughts

Unpleasant

I am writing to share how much we hate yesterday’s traffic congestion. The heavy rain caused the flash floods everywhere and the jams arise. Very terrific.

It was late 6 pm, I supposed to meet fizah at UM for some work and it took nearly 20 minutes just to enter the main gate. Unfortunately the gate was closed! Perfect! And the flash floods develop quickly in front of me (since aku paling depan) And here comes my brave. Tiba2 aku redah je..

And I saw 2 cars nak terbalik kat depan..what a very unpleasant view.

After meeting fizah and having our quick drink together, she must go. (nak jumpa customer, businesswomen kate) and I was like..ok now sitting in traffic isn't much fun. What am I thinking for the word fun?? And there is no way that I can reach the main gate as hundred cars was line up. (tipu je takdela beratus sangat)

I parked in parking space somewhere I called ‘hill’ . from distance I saw the red lights and cars blocking one another..it was very unpleasant view..

I skip the part by relaxing myself in car, godek2 my phone, playing games, mp3s and later I drove home smoothly and safely

we are going to Hong Kong !

Dear my lovely khairunie & khairieah

Surprise!!

As an appreciation of your good study, we are going to HONG KONG!

windows of the world

… We'll rock the day. CAN'T WAIT!

P/s I know I'm an angel..huhu. Since both of you can speak sinkong..really need your help to bargain..

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pakar nego

nak share citer ni bole?..beberapa minggu yang sudah, banyak nego meeting dengan 'supplier' atau 'potential supplier' (read : saje2 je jumpa, nak korek barang ..kitorang tak beli pun) ..adalah satu supplier untuk DELIVERY BED (katil bersalin kat spital)..tapi, bos saya terpaksa masuk miting lain..maka, tak lain tak bukan saya kena la pegi sorang2..taknak la kang derang tanya, saya terkulat2 nk jawab kan..so saya heret skali junior saya (wah! junior..aku senior kah?) sebab dia ni terrer kot, blajar course ni kan..sebab mmu taknak bagi degree Biomed kat saya..

sedang derang sibuk2 menunjuk katalog2 derang, dengan pelbagai katil..yang saya rasa semuanya boring berwarna biru..tiba2 mata saya bulat sebab terpandang katil berwarna PINK, yoll..comel gile, pulak tuh ade cd player lagi..ngehehe.."thats interesting!"

terus jek sales manager dia beriya2 menerangkan kebagusan product derang..kena ke aku tau sume volt2 bagai untuk katil nih?ok~

taknak la nmpak saya ni bengap sangat kat, dah tu bawa junior plak..nanti malu la kak ernie..saya pon terpaksa memeras kepala, untuk mengajukan soalan2 mencabar kat derang....tepuk tangan utk saya.

muka kafe

dari breakfast kul 10, lunch kul 1, smpai tea break kul 330..tak mungkin ernie khairina ngan k. raja aida takde kat kafe tuh..

haha..yes, sume org dah tau..

dan saya tak kisah pon kalo saya sorang2 (in case k aida mc ke)..janji tak mo terperuk depan pc ni ha..

pasni kak aida, tinggal sorang2 ok

pagi2 pandai terbang

saya rasa RG27 di anugerahi sayap kiri kanan kot pagi2..kerana saya pon heran cane saya boleh sampai dalam masa 12 minit je dari umah saya (read: hillpark) ke simpang padang jawa..ngehehe..

tapi..saya rasa saya hafal beberapa plat num kereta otw tuh, nmpak sangat bukan saya sorang je yang sentiasa lambat

free nye dalam ofis

saya dah ada bakat untuk mensub2 / mendistribute keje2 saya pade orang lain..kalo dulu, ha duk la smpai kul 8 mlm ..sekang ni, 3 tier tray yang penuh tuh tiba2 je dah kosong,..senang je, amik post it pad tuh, conteng la 'FYA'..huhu, senang je...

happy hearts

See I am pretty good at keeping my promises! These are my updates on our last vacation. I should start from Aquaria. Well, it’s been ages and to be honest, I put a great expectation on this place. But I must say that it turn the other way around..hehe, ermm maybe I ve been to places like this before with cheaper ticket or those for public. And I think I’d met some of the fish/reptile family at my last visit to Labuan Marine, remember? Anyway, lets not waste the RM26 tickets..

big big fish

balang besar

nice view
Ouh yes, we missed the feeding time because the crowd was so huge! School holiday!

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Bet you still can memorize the last picture Ive uploaded. The same spot. Nice!

Jonker Walk moment

Me and everyone’s favourite..

Amsterdam?? Haha..

Muzium Kapal Samudera

Been here I guess in 2000. So this time only for pose..pose..

Ice cream goreng jonker takde..ice cream A Famosa pon bole la…

guess I've told you about my favourite 'kedai kapal' and I love this couple.. I will never buy them, but I'll make sure that they will always like this hehe..

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It was on public hols, so Genting macam kena langgar todak! Ramai sangat tourist, tapi tak pe la..the more, the merrier! (tak ikhlas) and it was raining and we just amused ourself indoor.

We don’t need to wait till next year, for Big Ben!

Paris? 3 hrs from London..haha.. I mean 3 minutes of walking distance around the First World Plaza.

A Ride in a Venetian Gondola

Tho I had vowed I would never climb aboard a roller coaster, but I did..and I queued half an hour for two minutes ride..daa

Snow World.. RM17 ticket for 40 minutes. It was – 6 degree, and we don’t have other option than to put on the boots / jacket / glove that have been used for hundred or thousand times before..eww . ayah and khairunie stayed only for I think 10 minutes? Sejuk! Sejuk tak best..kering. but abg Is and khairieah enjoyed it too much for the slide..tinggi gile! Saya? memang tak la.

Huhu..I probably had written dozen of bad poems but this one I reward to our last vacation

In this room
sun shine so bright
silly laugh and messy boom
everyone’s hold on tight

the souls’ bright morning rose
Living this moment of us
I could never wish of anything else
More than yesterday we delight

HAPPY 20.08.2008

it feels so wrong

Its lunchtime and I don’t even feel like wanna break. So not me. Because I have turmoil in my head, chasing my feeling over and again..I guess I wanna declare that

I HATE OF BEING REGRET

it feels so wrong..argh tak bestnye menyesal..tak best yang sampai tak bole nak fikir…

Ok la..post yang sangat mengarut, I never thought I can share it here..kesimpulannye menyesal adelah sangat tak best..because it is proportional to time..which we cant have the yesterday..
Happened before, but why I repeated exactly the same mistake again?, so I need or I really really have to promise myself. Never go over the same sin, ok!
Kalau dengan orang lain susah nak berjanji takkan dengan diri sendiri pon nak berkira, kan? arghh..taktau nak tulis ape..

But,

This isn’t only me..there is other side that I cant, or I hate to know…I had controlled my boiler, but it explode somehow. Tho I hate of rudeness.. its not worth of fighting... life’s short and I don’t wanna spoil it.
oh, I wish to have 60 hours of anger management course..

Taknak fikir..taknak fikir…terfikir juga..sedih~

Hmm..takpe la, I'll update about my family vacation later on ok..its good to share the good moment than mumbling about this anyway..
and I need to take the little to shop her laptop this evening..bestnye dapat laptop, I fancy to have one ..but guess she need it more than me.

P/s I wish to ride flying coaster right now..mesti tak sempat nak fikir sebab menjerit je..

aktiviti tak berfaedah

roller coaster ? I hate most..huhu, but abg Is and khairieah enjoying it soo much, during our vacation to Genting last weekend..tengok la

no regret!

the girls are here and I have sooo much to update but since I've missed monday, I need to wrapped up a bunch of work here in office (bluek)..later..

so shweettt, sugar!

I've visited cuz kizzy’s place during my lunch and found these..ok thats cheating (she’s in KK) ..anyway, if only you can have the idea of my messy workstation, when she have an organized desk plus our pictures together at her desk..ouh so shweettt, sugar!

ok i think u still remember this pic, the day kizzy came to my hse

our recent meeting at Oldtown jln yap kwan seng

Cintailah Cinta

I rarely buy cds, tipu je..not at all .. because we download and burn those mp3s kan..because radio advertisement's so annoying..Ok, there was a time, I went to this one shop, and ask the staff to play Dewa’s from track to track..(mcm kat cerita2 cinta indon la plak..)..and I like this one

Tuhan anugerahi sebuah cinta
Kepada manusia untuk dapat
Saling menyayangi
Bila kebencian meracunimu
Takkan ada jalan keluar
Damai hanya jadi impian

Kita takkan bisa berlari dari
Kenyataan bahwa kita manusia
Tempatnya salah dan lupa
Jika masih ada cinta di hatimu
Maka maafkanlah segala kesalahan
Cintailah cinta

Bila kamu bisa ‘tuk memaafkan
Atas kesalahan manusia yang
Mungkin tak bisa dimaafkan
Tentu Tuhan pun akan memaafkan
Atas dosa yang pernah tercipta
Yang mungkin tak bisa diampuni

P/s it isn’t simple to remove a black hole tho

long in awe

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Long I stood in awe
In delusory its anywhere,
...but here
Guess I could smash all those
Never wait cause its all waste

But leaving's not leaving
and…

Why wouldn’t I?

~140808

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p/s am not so good but writing poems is the way I wanna

spend my time for 530 today!

my sisters are here oredi and waiting me to fetch them..

classic princess

Well, it's still early here, but its bone-chilling in my office. I just browse from blog to blog and I found this one book, a photography collection by Tim Walker; a London based fashion photographer.. and I cannot tahan not to share the pictures. Very stunning job done as I always admire classic princess..well, who doesn’t? ouh yaa..lets guess from which epic drama the girls are…

hurry up Cinderella, before they get back!

Little Red Riding Hood has grown up.. and we prefer when she was a little

obviously Snow White, with the big red hair ribbon

mmm....girls out there, whos this?

12 August

I’m Leo the 12th. I’m wearing purple today. The day welcomes me good, as I am late again but my boss is gone to training. Bliss. Frankly speaking, 12th august isn’t the date I waited every year. But still, when I get up from bed on a glad morning, I knew I’ll enjoy each smses from you. Thanks! Best sgt baca msg banyak2. masa ni la dapat msg katun2 yang bawa kek dan pelbagai.

And guess what. I ve received my very first birthday present from celcom Xpax..nghee..takde la grand mana, but who cant afford to refuse the glad of free sms and call for a week! Naa…I really am a loyal customer. I ve been using the number since ..fizaroosli, when was the last we bought the same phone? Jgn buat2 tak ingat ok..and I started smsing my xpax member ( obviously my parent+sisters+aunts) and you know what, I never remove my late grandma’s num from the list. You don’t have to ask me why, coz I dunno either.

Another 4 years and i'll be 30 years old. Most of us are the same age. The others, you can do the math. Well, thanks to my small frame, stranger always make mistake about it. There was a time, I was scolded by a man who accused me when he thought that I was driving without license. He thought I was 16! I am 22. heh.. the same goes at this one salon ( high recommended ok, Peek-A-Boo @ bangsar ) the hairstyler asked my age, and he said I lied about it..urghh..haha, then, pandai2 pula tanya ada BF tak..erk, I am married..saya dah tua.

I am not always lucky with that tho..some situation needs you to look more matured than the real you.

I rhyme my prayer of thanks for the blessings from Allah, through all the years. Never stops showering me with His merciful. I couldn’t ask for more than living a life and increasing the odds that I’ll make it to the ripe of blissful age. My family is everything for me. I wish to spend every endeavor in my life for them. Whilst your work settled, your sale closed well, you visited the best places in the world, or when your dreams come true, it isn’t the ultimate happiness. But watching my beloved people gathered happily, that’s my forever paradise…and together travel around the world. I wish to be a globe trekker. Seperti dalam surah Ar Rum, kita disuruh berjalan melihat keindahan ciptaan Allah.Baru kita tahu kebesaranNya.

From a little girl with long black hair and a bit tan skin (my sisters said I look like Pocahontas) to here I am now. Months come, years fall and the sky isn’t always blue. But the shady will make me stronger than yesterday. I can’t judge myself better. But as time goes by, I learnt more about life. A gazillion thanks for all the love I have. .hubby, parent, sisters, family and girls.. The coming years must be another challenge, and I have completed the package with my decision to quit my job at my current company. I turn to triumph on my own deal. Wish me luck!

Happy Birthday to myself (sendiri wish takpe?), HAVE A BLAST! yeahhh..

XOXO

the road

There is time in your lifetime, where you find yourself in different stages. Be it beneath or sky up, but I am pacing a new road, I believe. Anxiety is undeniable. But it is just a curiosity towards nothing.

From Robert Frost's poem The Road Not Taken, 1920 (The Road Less Traveled)

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth

Then took the other, as just as fair

And having perhaps the better claim

Because it was grassy and wanted wear

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black

Oh, I kept the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way

I doubted if I should ever come back

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence

Two roads diverged in a wood

and I - I took the one less traveled by

And that has made all the difference.

Dear Robert, wherever you are,..you’ve inspired me and I took the road less traveled. wish me every success for my next undertaking

Lest I forget

How could I forget the place where I ‘ve spent my years?

I miss melaka! and I ll comes to you this time around with sisley.

I knew they are smiling, except the little. She doesn’t have connection rite now.

08.08.08 games

finally its Beijing 2008 Olympics Games..thousands of people must been gathered in Tiananmen Square this morning..I wish I was there..Because they are more ready than we know and the opening must be a huge crowd with fireworks lit up the skies tonight..bestnyeee..

only for rehearsal

limelight shadow

Award

1. The winner may put the logo on her blog.

2. Put a link to the person you got the award from.

3. Nominate 5 blogs.

4. Put links to the blogs.

5. Leave a message for your nominees.

wow, never thought that bloggers have such award..ghee, I have nominated for the most frequent update award from my girlfriend, eryantie. merci beaucoup..muax! am just a new blogwhore and I update myself with everybody’s entry

... and here are my nominees..for best story;

1. Hafez Iftiqar - Oligohydramnios, Musa dan Khaidir
I am his silent reader, but I like most of his writing, especialliy his poetry. I hope toshare with you his blog.

2. Eryantie - Blast Weekend
Best pictures uploaded. er, beauty by the dark!

3. Fizah Samsir – Lucky but Unhappy

4. Mommy Adam – Crafting Obsession
She’s got everything, and now she has new talent!

5. sisley Khairunie
I still like your post about Beautiful, if you didn’t delete it..

There are many of you that I wanna include, but the seats are only for 5 bloggers. And I wish to add;

6. Kizzy – special site for solely Kizzy & Ernie
just so you know.

7. fiza roosli – spot the differences

remind of our old times together , and how we have grown up!

p/s my previous award received in '97 - pelajar puteri paling kemas..ngheee

stories untold

It could be happens. You lay back on a couch and as your thoughts fly, suddenly you realize that there are stories untold, your words that unspoken, the things untouched and soon left evermore. But it depends on how you keep it as yours.

Maybe we forget the words, or we just don’t want to say it at all. Sometimes we misspell.
I, as everybody else have had many stories. But did you ever feel this way;

if I told you. then you should know by now..and things might be different.

OR if I remain silent, things might be better.

Every story we are about to make, it just starts from our little words. And have course the consequences. Hence, think of your words, these words might tell a story.

in the pink of health

Its fifth day and I am still on medication. And I hate drug. I hate to imagine the chemical substance absorb into my body. I always believe with normal treatment like drink 100plus and eat fruits. But we still need medication, and medication is drug..*sigh
And this time around, surprisingly I am not looking for MC. (MC ni biasa masa sihat je) because of the overloaded work, I need to be in office. Its funny how I spend my time checking for the technical specification for medical equipment (for IJN currently), when me myself aren’t in the pink of health..heh not comparing to a doctor ( way too far from the genius guy) but they themselves also not always in a good health.
Anyway, I made this promises to myself,

1. drink more water, lot of water
2. fruits
3. never, and always not to skip meal.

actually I was having my plan not to eat too much rice..I dunno but somehow I think that too much rice / food just make myself slow , and later I found myself lose my appetite (pulak dah) and I was exhausted. And now I am sick. So, just eat! Eat while you can.

P/s lunch everyone.

lovely carina photo shoot

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Sorry I was away because of my 2 days fever. Tak best.

Frankly, I am not that ready to share with you guys the story am about to tell, but I can’t hide the excitement any longer.

I didn’t plan it at all, it just happen like a twist of fate. When I was away for an escapade to indo few months back, I met this one lady with her apparel collection.
We had a good deal and here I am now, trying the business out of nowhere. Well, a long journey start from a single step.

I brought it to KL and the demand was pretty good, and that was the day I know what I want. Hmm, now you can guess why I always fly to indo quite well now hah..

I may not contribute for the manufacturing process but I am lucky because I have the chance to choose the design, fabrics and colors that I feel like. Sorry, that I don’t have my time to promote the collection here, but you can always knock me if you are interested.

Carina sounds like a lady, or maybe Khairina? Hehe..it was hubby’s idea and I just like whatever he likes. Well, we need a nice name for a promotion purpose, right. And it was too good that the last days I have the chance to advertise the collection in our local leading magazine, Perempuan. Knowing that my girlfriends are very professional for session like this, it was a pleasure…

Lovely Carina collection made of cotton and soft fabric as the layer inside. So it complete your comfort wear. A sweet floral embroidered ribbon designed with pastel colors. The sizes range from S – XXL.

Lovely Carina featuring Lynn and Fariza.

behind the scene

me and my models

me and lynn

me. as always

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