my favorite cousin

-10 May-

i'm so blessed you're my cousin,

also my best friend

because when i need a laugh, or two

i just give you a buzz!

you have this special way to say the right thing



you always there for me

(yang ajar membaca masa kecil; 'isuzu'; remember kizzy? yang mengajar cara melompat naik trak; kem terendak remember kizzy?

yang mengajar mesti basuh baju hari2 kalau mau cantik! haha
dan yang menyimpan segala mohor besar jua)

Anyway, all those laughter, tears and secret we've shared

(balik2 secret!)

You are so very special


Happy Birthday to Kizzy, my favorite one! (sempena color kegemaran Kizzy :) )

caring bah dia ni..hehe

you and your coins

Just so you know, we’ll heading off for a vacation by end of this month. Some of you may remember my post last year about the tix I bought during promotion :) . How time really flies. I bought another new tix, because the itinerary happens to clash with my sister’s exam paper pula. Frankly, I’m afraid for her to travel alone, and also much terrified about the most talking Influenza A..hmm, guess you will be seeing us wearing mask in our pictures!

I believe saving for vacation should be part of our household budget! Kaki jalan kan, apa boleh buat...but if only I’m sensitive about how time goes so fast, I might not have savings dilemma now, lagi dua minggu! Ok now I created my own deadline.


I’m busy with my new invent, erk.. I mean my new doings for funds. It is not so much, but at least better than yesterday. Penat tapi best (poyo) because it requires a lot of interaction with people (double poyo ok) saya suka bercakap, sekian.

Hey, do you notice nowadays way for donation is ‘queue at the bank’s door’ ? ingat semua orang keluar masuk bank ni kaya ke dik?? T_T

I was inside a bank and I saw a lady outside (with ‘queue at the bank’s door’- way ) and when I walked off the bank I gave her some, she replied “ murah rezeki ye” AMIN. Sejuk tak hati dengar? When total stranger is praying for you, it’s like the world is praying for you..don’t you think so?

Hmm..but this unpleasant incident, I was annoyed. There was a boy asking me if I want to donate with buy his minyak angin. I said no. Bila sampai masuk kereta, macam menyesal dan rasa bersalah pula. So I called the boy and gave him some but without his minyak angin. Boleh tak budak tu macam marah? Bukan menderma itu seikhlas hati?

Now, we can conclude why donation didn’t work out too well.

Tak kisah la banyak mana, asalkan ikhlas. Maybe some of you have intention for big donation eg; sedekah telekung kat masjid etc but you know you can always make it happen start from now, even from your coins. Yes coins! We hate the weight of coins, didn’t we? (ok I didn’t mean it seriously haha ) So make SWEET CHARITY with your excessive coins. Nak keluarkan duit kertas mungkin mengambil masa dan alasan, but with coins you can be an EVERYDAY ANGEL :)

Menderma seikhlas hati lagi mulia.

X O X O

p/s mengapakah follower tetap 22 saja? ok tak malu.

with Eryantie

She's here for a sleepover. Previously we had a late, very late lunch and were wandering around Alamanda for 'normal' craze , urmm.. here are proofs.

before food..



ehem..obviously, during food...

now, after food...

bersusah payah orang tu ambik the last piece for Eryantie..

anyone wanna vote for this dress? kurniakan aku sedikit ketinggian..

amik ko,..pink habis

love this pose!

and now waiting for hubby..for Oldtown :)

what hurts the most

laptop hangs during uploading, and you didn't have a copy of your whatever-work

pukul 1 pg ok, please la ..sigh

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you know I love Kylie ..pengubat hati ..

I wish to have her body-to-die-for when I get grey and old T_T berangan pun kena la ala2 realistik, tak kan nak kaki Gisele Bundchen pula kan (remember size 0? haha)

why i love shopping mall ?

air-conditioned destination.., with foods!

and why I like Burger King?.. (selain dari refill air :P ) kerana burger nya rajin tetapi affordable compare to Wendy's

SEDUCED by melting cheese

ada siapa2 puasa kah hari ini? sorry..

Mak, Happy Mother’s day!

Mak, Happy Mother’s day! (sempena favorite color mak :) )

Maybe sometimes I forget or didn’t bother to say thank you for your kindness. But most of all, thank you for giving birth to me. As the first child I’ve learned so much in this life, I still remember I was 5 when I helped you with your alat bantu mengajar, I colored the octopus with blue like I’d seen them before!.. Thank you because you never demand my future but always trust me and let the choices be mine; my first school, my university, my course, my job, my man ( tho we giggled secretly cause we thought I was too young to get hitched at that time), and most of all “ tidak apa kalau belum ada baby lagi, mak pun belum mau jadi nenek lagi”..yes mak, you are a superstar!


Sometimes we fought over things that were dumb, but every time I visualize it back I know how stupid I was, and regret I am. I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done. Hikmah always comes with me as the first child; bila terasa dengan budak2 tu, now I know how exactly you felt. Walaupun kadang2 saya sekeh jak kalau melawan, masa kecik la sebab sekarang diorang lagi besar T_T

I love you mak, I know I’ve showered you with unfulfilled promises. But you know my life goal is all about making our family happy, and don’t ever close the door for us! Happy Mother’s day…alangaden oku dika! Hehe.

p/s pakai baju proton saga pemberian arwah datuk (I called him gapa).. I think I miss you too, pa. but why does love fade over time? cinta jangan pergi~

me and mak, Sumatera 12/08

Al Fatihah

My friend’s abah had just passed away.. Al Fatihah.

It was ’97 or so, we were schoolmate back then and when it came to hostel’s water problem, somehow it was a perfect reason! We were allowed for night stay to avoid such mess, so as to the weekend me and few others spent the night at one of our friend’s house.

Internet was like an alien to me at that time, but we all knew that she (whom invited us to her house) was already famous in MIRC :) . I hardly can’t remember if I had a conversation with arwah but I saw him mentioning to his wife (via internet, maybe email or chat) that their kids were at home (with some friends :) ).. that was , technology!

Sorry Aida, I forgot to tell you this for such a long time now (tho you always say that I have a photographic memory) We pray for your abah. Al Fatihah.

got milk?

Everyone knows milk as the best source of calcium (and gains some height T_T not for me) of course for better bone health :) We now have Anlene Concentrate as milk supply after my much moaning about back pain. tidur tegak pabila sakit badan, tak best. See its cute packaging, like kembar yoghurt doraemon drink. sebab kecik ni, konon2 disiplin la sikit minum susu.

Ouh ya..you won’t go hungry after some milk..tak best, cause I love my food!

merisik day

Last Sunday was my sister-in-law’s merisik day. Our earliest thought was just an effortless gathering between both families, but it turned out to be like a big day, macam hari tunang.. There were lot of foods, mama is kelantanese so the nasi kerabu adalah yang terbaek..oh ya and of cause the colors attempt.

Alisya playing with the make up

sisters-in law (Etty si pengantin, Ernie as Sazzy Falak :P , Elynn and K Shaha, Alisya's mummy)

budak2 Ben 10

Merisik is a casual conversation, purposely for a mutual understanding for both families before actual wedding day, and they discussed about tunang day pula in between. I think it will be in June, I better make sure I have extra kain for dresses, since quite a few special days are going to happen very soon. apehal selalu belagak macam pengantin?

I’m actually tired of questions like, ‘bila?’ you know.. but instead of stressing out with the questions, I sometimes make fun with pretend like carrying twins in my tummy ..haha..and reply with, “ ok bulan 7, ma” or “lepas balik dari Korea” .. you know those simple answers at least, I can escape for a while now. The thing is, I wanna have enough us-time or long honeymoon before a baby ..so, I don’t think there’s problem with that.

ouh yes, what do you think this idea of Ariani-style on me? la la la..

Can you love someone you never met?

Ok my bloghopping destined me to Taman Sari, Jogjakarta. And this picture seems to hark back to the unexplained and mystical age, like story book! Or old movies, don’t you think so? ok DO NOT make too much of that ..well, someday..But you know I never been to Jogja but I know that I’ve fallen in love with Jogja.

cantik nian

History behind the Water Castle Taman Sari was about a king who wants to build a huge - large swimming pool for the girls. From the tower, he can see all of them and whenever he wants to get closer with one of them just thrown a rose for a sign.

picture source: Farina Jamal